how could i do to have you by my side?

Hope is about Optimist, Positive thinking, and Pray...

Now, i'm on the phase of hope.
Some people said it's too earlier..so i must be relax and just enjoying,
but most of people said, "already pregnat yet?"
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honestly, those word was killing my heart inside,
offcourse i want it too :(
it's just not as easy as one might imagine.